Monday, January 31, 2011

A black eye and coffee to go, please.

I party too hard.
I love it.
[[robertBFF has a girlfriend now!!]]


So I got effing plastered and decided to take out a closet door with my head. I'll tell you what, that closet door ain't got nothin on me! I took him OUT.

And now I have kind of a black eye. Sweeeeeeeet.

It was an interesting night, I should have put down that last shot of C-host instead of taking it, but seeing as I've been an emotional wreck the past week I was takin that shot for sure. I met some amazing people that night, but I probably wouldn't make it a habit of going over there regularly. The party scene can be a bit much for me....I get out of control. And you'd be able to tell if you looked at the closet door.

The next morning I woke up, got dressed, and went to the South Mountain Community Church. It was really nice, I went there last week and it was even better this week. The music is amazing and the message was really good. I almost cried though. The pastor was talking about being a true friend and not giving up on people. :(
It reminded me of Drina, how mad she probably is at me, how I don't know how to tell her I need her in my life, I desperately need my best friend. I wouldn't blame her if she gave up on me. I really honestly wouldn't.
The church is really fucking huge though, I'm not sure if I like that part. There are sooo many people there and I feel so out of place. At my old church, everyone knew everybody. At this one...well it's just so freaking big that you can't tell who is who! A nice girl named Emily walked up and introduced herself to me. That made me feel super good, I LOVE NICE PEOPLE.

After church, I went with Derek and his family out to eat. At the Cheesecake Factory. That place is waaaay expensive! I got a chicken bacon avocado sandwich because I loooove avocados. The waitress was named Courtney and she said I was the most upbeat and happy person she's talked to all day and I made her day. I am pretty upbeat and 'happy' a lot of the time. It's usually a front though. :( Strongsad.




How was your weekend?!
TELL ME STUFF, GUYS!
TTFN. ♥

2 comments:

  1. I love nice people too!
    I think if you really feel strongly about telling your friend how much you need her in your life, then you should tell her. You can always tell when people are being honest so she should see how sincere you're being.
    And I'm all too familiar with waking up in the morning and realising I should have put down the last drink from the night before rather than slurping it like a drunken mess >.<
    Slightly boring weekend for me, nice and chilled out... a bit blaaah. Hopefully a lively week ahead! :) xxx

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  2. Thanks for the advice Kelly. :)
    You're good peoples. Lol

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