I hate being alone...

I really hate spending time with myself.
I really don't like being left alone with my thoughts.
I had a nightmare last night.
I might write a story about it later.

If I looked on the bed next to you, what would I find?
I don't have a bed. I have a couch!

Are your underwear and socks folded in your drawer or just thrown in?
When someone figures out how to fold my underwear, let me know.

Sleep on your back or stomach?
I sleep standing up, usually.

Are you a cuddler?
More than you know.

Something that happened today that made you angry?
Myself. I hate my hair right now. I hate everything right now.

What were you doing before this survey?
Texting Derek. And crying.

What will you do after the survey?
Probably read. <3

Marriage or living together?
Marriage. :(

What shirt are you wearing now?
It has a cool ass bunny on the front and it's blue. :)

Do you sing?
I sing Good Charlotte or Regina Spektor.

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
Oh I talk about them. I am probably a little too open about my feelings.

Is there something you regret and wish you could take back?
I shouldn't have said that. It was soooo messed up. I can't believe I said that.

First thing you do when you wake up?
Wonder why I bother waking up.

Ever had surgery?
Nope.

Last argument you got into with?
Jerry. :/

What's one good thing about your best friend?
Drina: She understands me better than ANYONE.
RobertBFF: He's always there. Always.

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
Depends on if I'm having nightmares or not.

Current song on myspace?
I don't have myspace. But I'm listening to Leave Me Alone by Tech N9ne right now.

When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?
If I'm not careful, yes.

If you were given the chance to take care of a monkey for a weekend, would you?
Hell no.

What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
Spring will be here soon. :)

It's Wednesday afternoon, where are you usually?
Well I'm usually doing whatever I want, this Wednesday I'm going with Lizzie to...uh....I'm not sure but I got plans with Lizzie!

Honestly, if you could have ANYONE in the world, who would it be?
My soul mate.

Your Christmas list consists of?
I need new shoes.

You're going to New York for school shopping, where do you go first?
I don't go shopping, I take pictures instead.

You need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?
ZOMG THE DI.

How do you feel about your hair?
It's thick and curly and right now it's a little bitch.

What movie is in your DVD player?
I have no idea.

If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move?
San Francisco

How much do looks matter to you in a guy/girl?
Not much at all. :)

What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?
Uhm. I made popcorn.

How many TRUE best friends do you have?
:( :( :( :(

What would you change about your life right now?
I would be happy.

What’s the best feeling in the world?
Love, unfortunately.