It seems like...

It seems like lately I've been so focused on pleasing other people, that I'm not pleasing myself at all. I do things to make Jerry happy, I keep my mouth shut to make my family happy, I am extremely patient with Jerry as to not upset him, I don't let people know when I don't want to talk to them and I just do it anyways.


My life is so complicated.
I've been getting stressed more and more.
Which makes me want a cigarette more and more.
But I can't because I quit.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.