So when I was in rehab, they had me write down all the things I wanted.
It could be anything.
I found what I wrote and thought, hey why not blog it right?
Since you all find my life so exciting. Not. Hahaha.
Don't worry I don't blog for other people anyways, I just blog to blog.
Anyways. I was a little brainwashed in rehab. So some of these may be brainwashy.

♦ I want to be myself.
♦ I want to hang out with Grandpa before he dies.
♦ I want to watch Carey Grant movies with my mom and sisters.
♦ I want (someday) a husband that loves and respects me.
♦ I want to pick up my dancing again.
♦ I want to have my old bedroom.
♦ I want to play in the snow with my brother and sister.
♦ I want to get a job with my friends.
♦ I want to go to my grandma's every Sunday.
♦ I want to have a cork board and records in my room.
♦ I want to go to Australia.
♦ I want to ride in a hot air balloon.
♦ I want to have a relationship with Natalie.
♦ I want to get a pedicure.
♦ I want to go on a real date with ____. (Name will be anonymous for now.)
♦ I want to go home for Christmas.
♦ I want to keep a diary again.
♦ I want to be open with my parents.
♦ I want to go camping with my family and Uncle Leland.
♦ I want to be in the Utah Youth Symphony.
♦ I want to accept my mistakes.
♦ I want to not have to prove myself to anyone.
♦ I want happiness.
♦ I want to build a sand castle.
♦ I want to go to Disneyland with my family.
♦ I want to be a mom someday.
♦ I want to ride the sky coaster.
♦ I want to pick up private cello lessons again.
♦ I want to go hiking with my mom.
♦ I want blue mascara.
♦ I want to be trusted by my parents.
♦ I want to go to church every Sunday.
♦ I want to play computer games with my brother.
♦ I want to have tons of kids.
♦ I want to get a 3.5 GPA.
♦ I want to hang out with Bridget.