Dude. Check THIS out!

I got flowers!!!!!
I got them awhile ago actually. They don't look like that anymore, just the daisies are left. But omg omg omg i've never gotten flowers from a guy beforrreee!!! Isn't it awesome!?

And more good news...
I got a job! It's just a seasonal job, it only lasts a couple of months. But it's better than nothing! I'm just nervous I haven't had a job in forever. And having a boss scares the bajeezies out of me! I'm always worried about making a good impression. Silly Becki.

Here's the bad news....
My camera got stolen. I'm pretty mad about it. I miss taking pictures. I've used my dad's a little bit but Lizzie needs to use it for school so I can't take pictures as much as I would like. The other bad news is I got the flu. I'm trying to get over it right now, but this was like a BRUTAL flu. It started off as a fever and a cold and a couple days later I was throwing up and feeling nauseated. My throat feels like I decided to swallow a bottle of nails.
Being sick has been surreal for me. It's really weird the things I've thought about. I thought about my ex a lot which I really shouldn't have. Especially since I saw him recently. I was on the traxx train on my way to meet some friends. I'd had a rough day and everything seemed to be going wrong and I couldn't help but start to cry. It wasn't loud sobs, they were just quiet tears and little sniffles. One man looked like he wanted to say something to me, but he changed his mind I guess. At my stop I was wiping my tears while I was getting off the train and BAM! There he was. And boy, did he look good. He kinda just started at me surprised to see me, and I was just as surprised, but then I got this pained look on my face, turned the other direction and walked/ran while I started to cry even harder. Yeah I know, I'm a big fat baby. I thought the rest of the night was going to be absolutely horrible, but my good friends proved me wrong and I actually had a blast.

Aaaaaaand that's all I have to say.