So tired!

Sooooooo...I know it's been like...forever since I had a real worthy post.

SORRY GUYS.

I've been writing diligently, just not here. I even wrote a poem, wanna read it?!

My feet will bleed their steps to your door,
my tears will fall on your ear drums.

Your arms reached into my soul,
Unable to heal the rest of me.

I will scratch my heart out
until my fingers are bone and my chest is hollow,
I am not letting you go.

Yup. That's the poem that I wrote. Kind of. It was inspired by the last stanza, actually. Isn't that what it's called? A stanza? I don't fuckin know. Anyhow.
If you can't tell from the poem and what not....I've been pretty depressed. Yes, again. I'm such a whiny bitch sometimes. But it's my blog which means I can whine on it all I want. I had a pretty crazy insane nightmare the other night. It's still lingering in my brain, tickling my paranoia. Ugh I hate it, I never want to sleep now. It was cool because I was surprised that my brain could think up all that crazy shit. At the same time...it wasn't cool because it was so messed up.

Robert's gonna try to get me a job today, so that's good I suppose. The bad part is...I haven't slept yet. :/

I'd write more about what I've been up to...but truth be told, I have a hard time opening up as much as I used to before.
OH! I started The Truth Project yesterday. It's a new bible study course thing. The guy that does the videos is SO boring, but my group is super awesome so that's good at least.
Ummm...I'm super stoked for the new spider-man movie to come out. Like....probably too excited.
That's all for now I guess!
TTFN! ♥