♫A reoccurring nightmare
I never trust, I never rest♫
There's a reason why I usually write my blogs in the middle of the night. For one reason...I don't really sleep that much. I hate sleeping. I really don't enjoy it at all. I get nightmares and I feel like I'm missing out on life while sleeping. I know it's stupid and untrue. I know that the body needs rest and what not. But it's just how I feel.
Another reason is because I HATE interruptions when I'm writing. And I seem to be getting a lot of those this time. If I'm sitting at the computer and I'm trying to write, it should be me, my music, and that's it. I like to take my time, let my fingers flow over the keys with ease, not feel rushed or distracted.
When I'm writing, like today, I have my brother asking me questions. Questions I don't care about. I get people poking me, yelling for me, the TV gets turned up way too loud, my phone starts ringing and it won't be long before I lose it.
It won't be long before I stand up and yell at the top of my lungs, "SHUT THE FUCK UP!"
And I apologize.
I just like quiet time when I'm writing.
These are a few photos from the accidents.
Oh my goodness. It's nap time.
Another reason is because I HATE interruptions when I'm writing. And I seem to be getting a lot of those this time. If I'm sitting at the computer and I'm trying to write, it should be me, my music, and that's it. I like to take my time, let my fingers flow over the keys with ease, not feel rushed or distracted.
When I'm writing, like today, I have my brother asking me questions. Questions I don't care about. I get people poking me, yelling for me, the TV gets turned up way too loud, my phone starts ringing and it won't be long before I lose it.
It won't be long before I stand up and yell at the top of my lungs, "SHUT THE FUCK UP!"
And I apologize.
I just like quiet time when I'm writing.
OH MY GOODNESS GUESS WHAT I JUST LEARNED.
Fair to Midland is coming out with a new album!
Aaaaaagh I'm so excited! It's coming out in May-ish. :)
They're definitely one of my favorite bands, you can check em out in my playlist at the top. If you want. :)
On my way to church this morning, there was a 15 car pile-up on the freeway. It took an extra half hour to get to church. Anyways we were sitting there in traffic. It was like a parking lot, NOTHING was moving. Everyone in the car was bitching and moaning. But no one was doing anything about it, so I decided to take care of bizzNASS! I said a quick prayer, asking God to help move the traffic along so we could go to church. I asked him to send a blessing to the people in the accidents and a blessing to their families, and the next thing I knew, the traffic was moving again! It hadn't even been 5 minutes! I was stoked. It had been a minute since I'd seen God work like that. And when I got home, I looked up the accidents online and no one was killed. Only minor injuries were reported. FUCKIN WIN! :)Fair to Midland is coming out with a new album!
Aaaaaagh I'm so excited! It's coming out in May-ish. :)
They're definitely one of my favorite bands, you can check em out in my playlist at the top. If you want. :)
These are a few photos from the accidents.
Oh my goodness. It's nap time.
TTFN. ♥
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