Cuz I'm not.
My ex-boyfriend's cousin just asked me out on a date. I had to tell him no. For a number of reasons.
I'm a mess, seriously. Guys should not date me, and I should not date them.
I tell myself all the time that I want to fall in love. I want to be swept off my feet, and have that one guy for the rest of my life....but if I really want it then why am I fighting it?
I don't allow myself to fall in love. As cliche as it is, I'm scared of getting hurt. And no promise can ease my worries about a heartbreak.
I don't know what to do. God will take care of things. He says that all the time. Yeah, well I don't know that for sure, I'm sorry my faith isn't as strong as yours! :( Damn it.
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