Thinks and Thoughts

And I miss him.

Have you noticed that the potato is the most amazing vegetable IN THE WORLD?! French fries are made out of potatoes. French fries are my favorite food. And real mashed potatoes with garlic?! I'm in heaven.

I really don't understand myself. At all.

My day consists of taking pictures, making bracelets, watching movies, playing a little guitar hero, being a computer nerd, and playing with my dog. My life is so exciting.

Oh GOD I think vodka is horrible!

What am I going to do to occupy myself and keep from slipping farther into depression?

Why are you reading this?! I'm not that interesting, I promise.

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything


What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here


What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way