For Joe

There are two things I desperately want to believe in.

One, that there is a man made just for me. And two, that I deserve him.



Have you noticed how often I'm bitching about men?
It's rather sad, and I just realized it. SO.
I thought I would let you know...not all men suck. :)
LOOK AT THIS SEXY GUY RIGHT HURR!
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I won't see him for four months!
He left for boot camp today.
He's in the navy. And oh my good God am I going to miss him. Saying goodbye to him was waaaaay too freakin hard for me. Still haven't cried yet, but I'll tell you what I have been so close to tears all afternoon! Agh! And of course, I'll write him letters and what not. It's just hard.
He means a lot to me. I'm not gonna be able to see him almost every day anymore! God Damn it!
I'm proud of him though. :) He's one of my heroes.

And one more!
Look at this guy right hurr!!
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I've cried on this guy's shoulder too many times to count. One of my best friends, I've known him for years. :] Probably one of the funniest guys I've ever met too. (That's a picture of me and him at the awesome wine and cheese party he threw. We're all dressed up and stuff, it was way too much fun.) Anyways, he's also one of my heroes and I would do close to anything for this guy.

So what constitutes a good guy?
I have no fucking idea. BUT. I do know that both of these guys, are good guys. Shall we go over their qualities? (Or some of them at least.)
One of the main ones: caring. I know for a fact that both of these guys care about me, and about others around them. If you've read any of my previous blogs, you'll know that I'm a total cry baby. I cry all the time, and I'm actually kind of okay with it. Hahaha. But these two guys...well of course they've seen me cry multiple times, but they'll always let me cry on either shoulder. Hell, BOTH shoulders at the same time! (I actually think I've cried on both of their shoulders at the same time before....lol!)
All the other qualities that one or both have:
Out-going
Opinionated
Fun
Talented
Smart
Nerdy
Brave
Motivated
Loving

Okay, don't get me wrong now. These aren't the ONLY good guys I know or that I've met. They're just really close to me and mean a lot to me. And I know they're good guys. So there ya go!