PS.

WATCH THIS SHIT.

Girl Crush

Do you know the definition of girl crush?
It's kind of hard to explain.
It's kind of like asking the question 'who would you go lesbian for?' except...you would never actually go lesbian for them.
You stare at that girl and go, "Oh my gosh she is just soooo perfect. I want to be her BFF and have her teach me her ways! I just want to be that amazing!"

WELL.
I have the biggest girl crush on Hayley Williams from Paramore.
I don't even like Paramore that much.
Their music is okay.
I just like Hayley Williams. Her voice is badass. And she's gorgeous.

Amazing Times A Billion

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
THERE ARE NO WORDS TO EXPLAIN HOW AMAZING THIS IS.
Watch it.





Seriously. I could pee my pants.

I Don't Care

God damn!
Why did I ever put down my cello?!
I have seriously been neglecting the love of my life.
PS. Adam Gontier is a sexy beast.

UUUH YES I CAN

According to my little sister...I don't know how to make a silly or ugly face.





I BEG TO DIFFER:

UPDATE

I love Bentley Green.

"It's not all about the money, it's about the love."


And...he raps?! haha! :D

Mmhmm

Time to scarf some food and jump in the shower.
I need to wash my face like seven times til the acne clears up, swear to god it's so annoying.



I raped the re-play button. <3

Rain

She's as deadly as each drag of her cigarette.
Cold sweats and warm hearts,
Won't keep her.
Alone in the cracks of the pavement,
Shadows creaking in the back of her mind,
Her icy grip snatches you.
And your thoughts never stray from her.



It didn't surprise me that it rained today. I wore my rain boots, but I couldn't keep the cold from getting to my feet. Or anywhere else for that matter.

When the weather gets gloomy like this I can't stop thinking. My mind tumbles and rolls, but it's never about anything good.

Today, I couldn't stop wondering why...why I see everything so differently. I act so differently. I even talk differently. It's like when you watch those shows about super heros and they complain, "I don't want to be different!"

Being different...I hate it. And I love it.
I love having my own ways of doing things.
I love my stupid personality no matter how fucking weird it is.
But here's the sad part.
I hate how it's hard for anyone to understand me.
I hate how hard it is to get all these nightmares out of my head.
I hate those dark corners in my mind that no one can understand.



And by the way.
This song is truly amazing.
Try not to cry when you watch the video.

Thrice

<3 <3 <3

Can you see the sky turn red?



Sometimes I get tired of being different. :/

Good Charlotte

Calamari and Hot Dogs

Soooo I got a job at Colosimo's.
It's a hot dog stand.
Funny part is....
I'm allergic to hot dogs.

Video of me trying Calamari for the first time for 20 bucks.
Eeewwwy.

I love being Idiotic

Reasons why I should not have all nighters:
I go down a slide at the park and there's water at the bottom of the slide. My pants get wet so I decide to take the damn things off and run around in my God Damn boxers. Then me and Mr. Mud decide to stay up...while everyone else naps. This is the outcome.






Then this is me and my wife being ridiculous while her father records us:
(sorry it's sideways)


Reasons why I should not be given too much sugar while in the company of my little sister:
(We later edited it and sped it up for a funnier outcome. :])


We're weird. I know. But my butt looks good in this.