Go ahead.
Try to tell me that's not badass.
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I used to hate Lady Gaga.
I think it's because I felt I was in competition with her.
Not really, of course.
But I know for a fact I am far weirder than her, I win no battles.
She just has all the money! LOOK AT THAT PIANO. Boy, do I dream big. Want.
TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME! :D
I cut my hair and dyed it strawberry blond so it's closer to my natural hair color. I tried to take a cute picture of myself...but it wasn't working very well. This is as good as it gets:I know, you can't see the hair color, stop bitching already.
Just use your imagination for now.
Try to tell me that's not badass.
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I used to hate Lady Gaga.
I think it's because I felt I was in competition with her.
Not really, of course.
But I know for a fact I am far weirder than her, I win no battles.
She just has all the money! LOOK AT THAT PIANO. Boy, do I dream big. Want.
Other wants:
- Finish Leviticus
- New pair of jeans
- They Might Be Giants CD
TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME! :D
I cut my hair and dyed it strawberry blond so it's closer to my natural hair color. I tried to take a cute picture of myself...but it wasn't working very well. This is as good as it gets:I know, you can't see the hair color, stop bitching already.
Just use your imagination for now.
Went to alpha again this week, it's getting better and better every time I go. I feel a little awkward, it feels like Jerry is closer to everyone at church than I am. So I feel kind of like...an outcast. And all my friendships at the church are almost 'surfacey' if you know what I mean. Kind of shallow. Alpha had a great message today, we talked about praying, how to pray, why we pray, pretty much the basics on praying. This whole alpha course has really opened my eyes...I didn't know I was missing out on so many basics about God!
Being honest and staying honest IS NOT EASY AT ALL. So not easy. Sometimes I'm scared to tell the truth. Terrified, actually. I keep telling myself, "It's the right thing to do, it's the right thing to do, it's the right thing to do." I have to repeat it over and over in my head like a mantra to keep me from spilling snaked lies out of my lips. I want to be a reliable person, a good Christian, I want to be trustworthy. So far, I'm going in the right direction, but it is painful. I didn't know I would be cast aside and judged for being truthful. But sometimes I am.
"You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are"
Being honest and staying honest IS NOT EASY AT ALL. So not easy. Sometimes I'm scared to tell the truth. Terrified, actually. I keep telling myself, "It's the right thing to do, it's the right thing to do, it's the right thing to do." I have to repeat it over and over in my head like a mantra to keep me from spilling snaked lies out of my lips. I want to be a reliable person, a good Christian, I want to be trustworthy. So far, I'm going in the right direction, but it is painful. I didn't know I would be cast aside and judged for being truthful. But sometimes I am.
"You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are"
I want to pick strawberries and dip them in sugar : )
ReplyDeleteI found this awesome old cigarette holder/ lighter from the 20's and I want to put lighter stuff in it and use it.
Thats my wednesday wants... doubt they will happen though. maybe tomorrow... right? haha
Truth... is a double edged sword... but the most powerful weapon.