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"I wanted you to be mine,
But now it's totally fine.
You don't matter to me,
I really hope you get an std." :)

↑↑That may or may not be a line from a song I wrote about a stupid person. haha.



Story time?
Ooooooh. I have a TRUE story for you.
It's probably TOTALLLLLLLLLLLY gay. Don't judge me.
And refrain from making fun of me.
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I guess if you ask me when it all started, I'd say it started when I was born. I don't remember it, of course, but from the day I was born to June 1, 2007, I landed myself to the worst day of my life.
I sat on the floor, on the ripped and stained carpet. Shaking and sobbing. I thought, how could my parents do this? How could they betray me like this? I didn't need to be here. I was fine. They just didn't understand.
Wait a minute, here. Let's rewind a little bit. Give you some background. Let's time travel to May 31,2007. The day before. It was Lagoon Day for our school. One of my favorite amusement parks. Mom said I wasn't allowed to go. The hell I wasn't! My boyfriend was going, all my friends were going, and so was I. Mom dropped me off at school. Lord, I hate High School. I ran around the building and jumped into Amber's car. We laughed and listened to music while we drove to the amusement park.
Josh was meeting us there. I was so excited to see him.
We made an odd couple. He was 15, almost two years younger than me. Long black hair, tight jeans, extremely smart and witty. Then there was me. Short, curly red hair, with a bubbly personality. He was getting off the White Roller coaster and I ran forward, excitedly hugged and kissed him. This was going to be an amazing day. And it totally was.
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I stumbled through the front door of my house at midnight, carrying a teddy bear Josh won for me, exhausted but happy. But a little nervous to face Mom. She was very quiet, sitting on the couch watching TV. "Have fun?" she said the words, but didn't take her eyes away from the screen.
"Oh you have no idea!" I blurted all my excitement before thinking. And to avoid the 'I'm disappointed in you' look, I bolted from the room to my bedroom. I cuddled the bear as I fell asleep, thinking only about Josh.
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"Becki. Becki, wake up."
My mom was standing over me, a glass of water and my medication in her hands. I sleepily gulped down the tiny pills...but then my eyes focused on the two strangers standing behind her. "Mom, what...?" But she left the room. Their names were Jason and Barbara. And they were taking me to rehab.




Uhm I might have changed some names a bit. And I may not have. JUSSAYIN!
Anyways. That's the story for now! ;)