Cold sweats and warm hearts,
Won't keep her.
Alone in the cracks of the pavement,
Shadows creaking in the back of her mind,
Her icy grip snatches you.
And your thoughts never stray from her.
It didn't surprise me that it rained today. I wore my rain boots, but I couldn't keep the cold from getting to my feet. Or anywhere else for that matter.
When the weather gets gloomy like this I can't stop thinking. My mind tumbles and rolls, but it's never about anything good.
Today, I couldn't stop wondering why...why I see everything so differently. I act so differently. I even talk differently. It's like when you watch those shows about super heros and they complain, "I don't want to be different!"
Being different...I hate it. And I love it.
I love having my own ways of doing things.
I love my stupid personality no matter how fucking weird it is.
But here's the sad part.
I hate how it's hard for anyone to understand me.
I hate how hard it is to get all these nightmares out of my head.
I hate those dark corners in my mind that no one can understand.
And by the way.
This song is truly amazing.
Try not to cry when you watch the video.
I'll almost guarantee I've got those same dark corners that you have, and that same feeling of loneliness and not being understood. Wouldn't it be fun to walk a while in each other's experiences??? When I read your writing, I so get where you are at myself.
ReplyDeleteSo here is yet another hug! Believe in yourself and that you are no accident in how God looks at the world through your eyes!